Saturday, April 11, 2009
....please,I'M NOT OKAY.
I lost myself,something is blocking my mind.I cant even have a thought or two.Just like a butterfly coming out from it's pupa,I changed again.Well,that's what they said.I do think so,and I believe the reason is that I got a lot in mind.so DONT FUG'IN STRESS ME,please,I really need my time alone,but I dont want to be alone.I need someone to rely on,someone that would always be there for me,to support,to believe me and to love.NOT to be hated,and to be stressed.PLEASE.I know I sound desperate for someone.It's just that I'm not capable alone,I'm so not used to it.Teachers and 'friends' hates me,well fug I dont give a damn beech!.I know I haven't been the bestest student or so in class,but hell must I prove it to you guys now?it's just not my way guys,I'm not weak like you guys are,sorry to say but damn why dont you guys back off! I can do things my way,and I WILL succeed.And teachers don't look things in a negative way,style lama bah pemikiran kamu ah,berdasarkan pepatah melayu ' mun sudah malas atu,gagal tah jawapannya' well HELLO inda bah.dapat ku tu,DAPAT paham?! So I've been thinking,and I realised everybody's is a total hypocrite.You guys just don't give a damn of hell how people feel,esp you teachers.I got fugin problems bah faham?I suffer from diseases I wish I never had. What if one day,I'm so stressed out by you guys,being so hypocrites.and suddenly you guys heard the news that I died?won't you guys feel the guilt?SO PLEASE,I'm begging you guys to ease on me a bit.I may be trouble,I know.but just give me a chance to prove that you're wrong...
Another story written, another ending at 9:21 AM
