Thursday, July 16, 2009
Zaff Jefri <3
I know it's hard,
to welcome,and,
I know I'm not in the invitation card,
but you make me feel like I'm home.
couple of phone calls,
and thousand of smiles,
I gave my all,
eventhough if I had to walk in miles.
maybe you won't notice,and,
people say I'm wasting my time,
but I'm at ease,
letting you to take all of your time.
you told me to go slow,
I follow,and,
so I kept it low,
though it's hard for me to swallow.
I don't mind singing you a song,
I don't mind falling over and over again,
cause you made me feel like I belong,
and if I ever should fall..It'd be in your hand.
I'm not writing to tell;
I'm sad,
or to win.
I'm writing to tell;
I'm glad,
Happy like I've never been.
They told me to shove,
but I just can't,
cause it's you who I love,
the savior of my faint.
Another story written, another ending at 12:07 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
And You've become my addiction. (;
We did it again last night (; . But too bad DST jahat,the call only last for 2 hours,but hey! That doesn't matter we still talked,and we had fun. I wish I can talk with you every night,and I'd stay up just to hear you talk,and I'd sing you trillion of songs and never get tired of it. :)
I love you ZAFF,my smexy Bum. (;
Another story written, another ending at 12:28 AM
Heard your voice..
It's the very first time,that night,I talked to her,Zaff Jefri. (; the conversation was about four hours,kan Zaff?hehe.From 1.34am til 5am. Time flies really fast that night,we talked,I sang,we laughed,then there's this speechless moment. :) . It was great,we had fun. I love you Zaff. :)
Another story written, another ending at 12:18 AM
Friday, July 10, 2009
Zaff <3
Introducing,Zaff Jefri. The reason why I'm bloging,yes,she told me to.HAHA :p . Wait,wait I got something for you Zaff,a poem,like you asked for ;p. I'm sorry if it's bad,well here goes , :)
I remembered,
When I first met you,
I was shut silent as dead,
Cause I've never seen something like you.
I remembered,
You smiled and walked away,
You got me bothered,and,
Took my breath away.
Been years and now I got the chance,
I know I talk funny,
And this line don't make sense,
But I just want to make it funny.
You called me Ass,
You make me smile,
You make the word 'ass' sounds best,
And you made my life worthwhile.
I may not be,
Vin Diesel,
I may not be,
perfect.
But you made me,
Special,
And you made me,
The next best thing to perfect.
ZAFF,hope you like that. :) hehe.
AND OH! Your new nickname is,
BUMM. As in bum bum,HAHA :p
Another story written, another ending at 5:08 AM
Hello again.
Yes I'm back,back by popular demand,please give a round of applaud,cause I'm gona leave you guys with a thought or two,just like MJ,what I'm about to say is going to live in your hearts,reader. TRASH!! WHADDA HELL AM I TALKING ABOUT??HAHAHA.yes guys,I'm blogging,for this month's post. Do enjoy! :)
Another story written, another ending at 4:26 AM
Sunday, June 7, 2009
" I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor and ask my girl to dance " - mayday parade.
you see,the title of this new post I'm posting kinda relates with this situation I had last saturday night.
the night,didn't go as how we planned it.Thanks to DST,for being such 'skynet'.I only had the chance to see her for less than 5mins.sigh.I was hoping for a chance to see her again after she's done,but no,I was wrong.So I waited til 2,and knowing that I prolly won't get the chance,I went home.
However,I still enjoy the night,cause hey,jumpa sekejap jadi tah. :) I cherish the lessthan5mins meet to the extreme extend :)
p.s; I love you relentlessly,and oh,where are you? I miss you.
Another story written, another ending at 8:40 PM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
....please,I'M NOT OKAY.
I lost myself,something is blocking my mind.I cant even have a thought or two.Just like a butterfly coming out from it's pupa,I changed again.Well,that's what they said.I do think so,and I believe the reason is that I got a lot in mind.so DONT FUG'IN STRESS ME,please,I really need my time alone,but I dont want to be alone.I need someone to rely on,someone that would always be there for me,to support,to believe me and to love.NOT to be hated,and to be stressed.PLEASE.I know I sound desperate for someone.It's just that I'm not capable alone,I'm so not used to it.Teachers and 'friends' hates me,well fug I dont give a damn beech!.I know I haven't been the bestest student or so in class,but hell must I prove it to you guys now?it's just not my way guys,I'm not weak like you guys are,sorry to say but damn why dont you guys back off! I can do things my way,and I WILL succeed.And teachers don't look things in a negative way,style lama bah pemikiran kamu ah,berdasarkan pepatah melayu ' mun sudah malas atu,gagal tah jawapannya' well HELLO inda bah.dapat ku tu,DAPAT paham?! So I've been thinking,and I realised everybody's is a total hypocrite.You guys just don't give a damn of hell how people feel,esp you teachers.I got fugin problems bah faham?I suffer from diseases I wish I never had. What if one day,I'm so stressed out by you guys,being so hypocrites.and suddenly you guys heard the news that I died?won't you guys feel the guilt?SO PLEASE,I'm begging you guys to ease on me a bit.I may be trouble,I know.but just give me a chance to prove that you're wrong...
Another story written, another ending at 9:21 AM
